씹혔다.

우울해죽겠다
삭아보이는것도실고
게이가되는것도싫고
못생겼단소리듣는것도싫고
할머니가시한부인것도싫고
내그림비슷하단소리도싫고
동생이랑이들밖에대화못하는것도싫고
앞으로집안일청소빨래밥다내가해야하는것도싫고
돈벌어서가족먹여살려야하는것도싫고
100페이지마감을6월30일까지전까지끝내야하는것도싫고
매일아침7시에기상하는것도싫고다섯시간자는것도싫다


마음이무겁고너무너무괴롭다
힘들어죽을것같다
진짜어디다대고뭐라고뭘그냥다어떻게할수가없다
찌질하게말은못하고혼자맨날일기장에나갈겨대고
예나지금이나마음의지할곳이하나도없다

아진짜...그래도아프리카에태어났으면어쩔뻔했어
견뎌.

Met her at a party down in Arizona
on New Years Eve, after California
Prettiest girl I ever did see
Paul you keep your hands off, she's only 17
Spent the holiday on tour now the van's breaking down
Pulled into a truck stop about 2 days later
had to pull it over, problems with the alternator
Had a decent hotel just right off the Strip
and a Greyhound bus back, oh man what a trip
Spent the holiday on tour now the van's breaking down
Trevor get out and push because the van's breaking down
Eric get out and push because the van's breaking down
Tyler get out and push because the van's breaking down


ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ



폴은뭐하고지낼까..

The Spirtual Atheist

안해먹어.


남자같은건 필요없다.






그리고 6월 30일 마감.

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